Birthday Post 2015

Hi!

So, this week I had my last state exam(and I’m so happy that I’ve passed it! I also had the best answer with 98 points out of 100), and also I had a birthday the 22nd of June :) I’m 21 now and it seems crazy for me… And so I want to talk through my day as I want to save it somewhere.

So I started my “day” at 2a.m. with a bath :) I just put all my favourite bath product to treat myself. So I had a bath with my favourite Lush bomb of all time, Twilight, also some Soak Opera by Zoella and I also have some heart-shaped oil with some herbs. And it was good but I just think that my body isn’t made for baths, something’s wrong with my blood pressure and I had a terrible headache and felt very dizzy… But at least my skin really appreciated that :)

Then, I actually had two birthday cakes, one we bought with my mum to celebrate my bday with the family, and the second one was brought to me from my boyfriends, his mother’s friend is a baker :)

Well, my cat is a very important part of my life, so I can’t stop myself from posting at least one photo of my beauty :)

Then, my two long-term friends showed up(I hadn’t seen them for a very long time) and of course my boyfriend and we had some fun with my camera(CRAZY PHOTOS ALERT!) :)

And from my presents I want to mention only this amazing thing(my parents gave me a golden bracelet but I didn’t take a photo of it as I always remember about it only at night and the lighting in my apartment isn’t great). I love cotton candy so I got a mini cotton candy machine! Now my sweet tooth will be absolutely happy :)

Even though the very end of my day was spoiled  and I felt really depressed I’m still very grateful for having some amazing people in my life who don’t forget about me even if we don’t see each other for a long time, who care about me at least a little bit.

That’s all from me!

Hope you’re having a great summer no matter what you’re doing :)

Ciao!

Happy overwhelmed Birthday for me!

Okay, today's the 22nd of June, my birthday, I'm 20 now.. I'm a little bit nervous about the fact that the 3rd decade of my life has started today and I feel that I've done nothing yet. I don't even celebrate my bday today, because tomorrow is a very important exam, my scholarship depends on the result of it, a little bit overwhelming, right? I can't wait till my exams are all over, I'm gonna be doing lots of thing after it, but now I'm just depressed... I've been studying hard for almost a week trying to remember everything and now I feel that I know nothing... Is that just me? All my university mates tell me that I will pass an exam, they always think that I know everything, that I learn everything, but it's not so. They always say like "Oh, you shouldn't worry, you know that all, and we know that you learnt everything", but it's not true! I'm one of the laziest students ever, I hate doing homework, I hate learning stuff by heart, I don't like writing meanless reports, I just don't like studying that much, but somehow everytime it seems like I'm a nerd, every single time! Well, I do really learn some stuff, but about a half, maybe a little bit more, but it's equal to what others know.. Why does it happen?

How do you fight with a fear before exams? Maybe I just need to learn some tips for being calm?

But anyway, I hope you're having a great summer :)

Ciao!